Molly-Mae Hague has opened up about her emotional struggles during her first Christmas without Tommy Fury. In a heartfelt Christmas Eve vlog, the former Love Island star shared her feelings of being “deflated” and “mentally heavy” while spending the holiday season with her 23-month-old daughter, Bambi, at Lapland UK.
A Difficult Holiday Season
Addressing her followers, Molly-Mae admitted that the festive season has been challenging due to personal circumstances. “I haven’t felt like picking up my camera… It would feel like fake happiness, and I’d never want to portray something I’m not feeling,” she explained.
The influencer revealed this was her first Christmas where she truly understood how the season could evoke deep emotions. “I’ve always had positive Christmases, but this year has been different. When you have personal things going on, it can amplify emotions and make things feel worse,” she shared.
Feeling Guilty Yet Grateful
Despite having her family by her side, Molly-Mae admitted feeling guilty for not being fully present during the celebrations. “I don’t feel like I’m being the best host. I’m thinking about a lot and feeling quite sad,” she confessed, while also expressing gratitude for her loved ones.
Message of Hope
Molly-Mae assured fans she is aiming for a brighter outlook. “I’m going to wake up with a more positive attitude tomorrow and go again,” she said, apologizing for the somber tone of her vlog.
Her candid admission resonates with many experiencing similar struggles during the holiday season, reminding her audience that it’s okay to acknowledge and navigate difficult emotions.